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And I think the sun will shine again And I feel I've cleared my mind All the past is left behind again that's true You've got to believe in yourself Or no one will believe in you I can't believe, they stop and And point their fingers, doubting me Their disbelief suppresses them But they're not blind they won't see I'm a believer ------------------- My lady, I do not promise you anything, but life is a mystery, we do not know what will happen. we are afraid to nowhere, and the unknown, which seems to be dark. but we do not lose ourselves, No, let us not lose, on the shadows!

Saturday, September 13, 2014

In the next step!

This morning, I went to deliver the article, which I wrote for the school newspaper. 
The guys I have complimented for the my work, those who have worked with me on this project, knows that it is not easy for those who are not accustomed . 
but was asked if next time, I will still be available to write more interesting articles. 
So still i'm working with for them later. Tagliare
they have that noticed my blog apparently the "Premiere Nuit de la lune" it is quite also followed by non-registered users of ameba and they asked me if I wanted to add this blog in the article done.
An acquaintance of mine close to me and one of them, him informed, and had told him about me and my blog!
(i discovered the secret !!! and how did they know about me and that I like to write. 
I think also applies to the girls school mates, who have told me that they are so sweet. without even knowing me.) O_o The Boys they are spies! Shout
Now my question is! 
girls, sure? this blog? 
is not that i wrote great things sweet ahhahah 
but I'm glad: 3 and thank you all.
Also they, worked hard on this project with me, all the guys involved. Yeahh this is good work done togheter!! Love Love!
I'm happy because we had to work a lot, and came great! Buono!

Lately I was very busy with too many things, I was studying, and without thinking about the problems and closed in the home, without a social life, with friends. only to study. Night and day! 
from May until yesterday to face exams in the program. Shobon
So today .. i was out of the house with my friend to make purchases.I have in program, do not want to say where and when, but it is to accompany her, my friend out of the country for a period of two weeks .. 
specific: she even admitted to me today, that alone does not even know how to take a plane. Shout is not habituated to traveling alone. 
While... I'm a constant traveler. 
Also as far as my thoughts, my mind, my brain is always traveling !!! 
and there will be no problem for me to accompany the Lady.
I came out of the house and the surprising thing for her was when I said: 
oh look, the sun and hot autumn, on my hair black / blue
Love Love! 
she said I must get out more XD

at 17 o'clock I was in minato-ku from my father phoned me and I went to help, it was long overdue, and him wanted to see me. 
when coming from him in the place of work .. 
asked me if I had studied well, because he had tickets to the festival 

WOW METAL CONCERTS! and there's also my beloved she beautiful love, sharon to sing. we go together.
<3 <3 * w * Sharon 

what can I say?
sharon for me is emotion, his music, his voice, I have the chills when listening. 
and I think after so many mistakes, i now come to the conclusion that I have just for me, need a person who knows to emotion like she.

I was listening to this song Amaranthe - The Nexus one of the bands that will be at the festival!

And so I got my ticket today, from my beloved daddy.
My father and I share the same passion for music and for gothmetal,metal gothic,heavy metal.
And then there's the sanctuary deep at that period!

But now I'm preparing for the concert on Monday of moi dix mois.
and so full and happy scream, now in this moment.

Dix love!!!

this is a work done with my personal image and with makeup from all days by Caly. actually supposed to be, full with legs. but she only took this part to make the picture with my beloved crow. 
and I love the crows XD 


Tuesday, September 9, 2014

Moments of nostalgia

studying for my thesis about music celtic. 
I flipped through a few bands and I found this. 

I like and I want to share with you on blog

the vacation in Kyoto has ended and I returned home to return to school tomorrow. 
in my period on vacation, I met after so many years, one of my old childhood through high school and then when she moved. this girl is always cute. 
i miss this moment together me and she!! 
two children grew up together and now are big.目

I am also preparing for the concert of Moi dix mois dedicated to K-kun. will be exciting and will I accomplish everything live with no regrets for K as Mana-san, want for him!! 叫び

hoping for more good times with the people I love. I wish you good night and 
Happy full moon!! 満月


Thursday, September 4, 2014

Today is another day

Yesterday Morning I go on a visit to Kyoto. 音譜

to be able to study in peace and quiet alone and away from family troubles for the next exams, "hard exam". 
In the meantime, i'm busy in Making an article for the school newspaper. 
yes !! 
this time it's my turn. 
I do not know which topic talk.

These days I found myself in many difficult moments and sad. 
i just ended a relationship. and for friends who have disappeared under mysterious circumstances, at the worst time. the same people who had called me, like a friend. 

I have heard so many sweet words and I do not think anything more, everything is illusion. for me! 
and many have a strange idea of friendship. I do the possible and the best for them,and from them in return, I get hate and injustice. and I can not explain what I did wrong 

this is my character and I'm not going to change because it is not evil is the good help the friends. 
some of these people, they told me to go out together saturday for a drink, 
when I had tons of things to do. perhaps they knew that I would have said, no? 
and then I find a free day and they all disappear.しょぼん

In my last university, where I have been in the past to study literature and languages. 
and while waiting to get into this school, now of music. 
I knew a guy who was attending computer engineering. 
different from my course. 
I think by now, he is the only true friend and close after all these years, that I have. 
I'm not the kind of person out, their own feelings on the contrary, in public or with people. never!
Well I'm not even good at explaining and I would really like to express myself. 
and sometimes combine only and disasters, and make me feel bad because I create misunderstandings. 
But Eiichi-kun for some strange reason I got it right, right away. 
we're two different characters.
hahaha Eiichiro-kun is the light, I am the night. XD 
But a few days ago .. when Eiichi-kun phoned me and then I saw him sick so for knee pain. was worried and I took him, to the hospital. 
Tuesday, my family called me in Kyoto and I did not want to go because I had to go find my friend in the hospital. 
So I phoned Eiichi-kun and he always seems gifted with extrasensory powers and insights strange that guess. 
and asked me, not knowing anything: why no I was in Kyoto with my family?
I did not want to tell him, the why!
it is too embarrassing for boys, we no say these things, and just the facts and no words.

I had surgery in January of this year for a thankfully benign tumor. who did not even know what it could be before the surgery. 
or what it was, I was terrified. and to think that it all started with a slab for back pain. パンチ!
One day, i was collapsed. 

I told him. i not would have been able to do. too much I tortured my body in the past between alcohol and smoking. unlike him .. 
Eichi-Kun who listened to me that day with a such courage and be positive. 
I would to do the same for him, I know That he was afraid of These things, as it was for me. 
and I feel like I'm Not able to do the same thing for him, to help him .. to send you this courage. adequate. 
and it makes me feel sad ..guilty.
I know people who say they talk to me because they feel so good.. 

and at least this is positive. 
we never lose hope, and at least this is positive. 
we never lose hope, today is another day..

Yue お月様